Monday, 02 November 2009
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Hey everyone I am a few days behind Halloween was nice I had a really awesome time this weekend lets start with Friday I worked til 4 then went to do more hair once I got off then after that I went to Kereoke MY FAVORITE THING it was really nice
Saturday (HALLOWEEN!!!) I worked til 5 then came home got ready and then went to my friend Natasha's party it was awesome I laughed so hard the whole night I actually ran into Angela, Jenny, and Rose its such a small world I didnt even know Natasha and Angela were friends
See I have known Angela and them forever we went to school from 1rst to 8th grade so its been almost 10 years since we have been in school together I just couldnt believe running into them anyway then we played rockband it was so much fun =)
Sunday didnt do too much I went to lunch with our family friend Arlene she is a amazing person I love her so much and am so thankful to have her in my life we went to ruiz and then to fashion bug then home to relax
Monday nothing much at all worked then had a meeting for work then came to my sisters which is where I am right now lol but anyway I will blog again soon love you all
Thursday, 29 October 2009
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Hey everyone today was not to eventful I worked from 9-2 short day felt like 4 ever tho since we were slow I hate it when were slow but I hate it more when its raining outside and all the crazies come out anyway I had a pretty crappy day all in all I didn't feel good it was raining again the 7th Thursday in a row to rain must be a record but I just cant wait for it to stop I work tomorrow 9-4 then I'm going to do more hair when I get off cuz I need the money then after that is Kereoke My favorite thing in the world and we go EVERY Friday night to YACS its so much fun I love it its a great sister bonding time too
so tomorrow is going to be so much fun busy but fun then Saturday is HALLOWEEN!!!! yay!
well I gotta go to bed goodnight all I will blog again soon!!! love you all
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
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Im pretty dumb
why is it I always fall for the jerks I just dont get it every guy I seriously care for and truely have feelings for are always jerks all they wanna do is use you and treat you like you dont matter and then theres the guy that is sweet kind gentle loving would do anything for you and you send him away because the feelings arent there but why?
Why cant I love the one who loves me? Instead I love the one who could care less about me I never met a guy to love me like (bob) did (aka thats not his real name) anyway I never felt so wanted and cared for and just loved never in my life until I met him but the problem is I just didnt love him back =( I wish I would have I would have given anything for him to be the one but I know with all my heart he wasnt I mean yes I had fun with him and yes I felt cared about and safe but that isnt enough God has someone out there for me and I just know it =)
The worse part about the whole thing was that I broke his heart I never ment to or planned on that happening but it did see I ended up consuming my life with him it was all about making him happy helping him out and trying to figure out how to make his life better but it all ended up that I forgot about everything and everyone else i ended up letting myself and my friends go I mean Thank God I have amazing friends who stick by my side because I definately disappeared for a while but when I came back they welcomed me with open arms I love all you guys so much
well I'm going to go I will write again soon I miss blogging it really helps me ^o^
Tuesday, 19 February 2008
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I feel ALONE!!
I was watching one tree hill tonight and I realized LOVE HURTS I watch this show and the people that I want to be together are not ending up together. It touches base with my life I love this guy and he doesn't love me. I dont even know if he even knows that I love him its been years since we have even been together but he was my first true love. I think about him everyday of my life and i doubt he thinks of me at all. I dont know what to do to get rid of the hurt. I cryed for about an hour tonight and then got on here to write about it if anyone has advice on how to get rid of or at least soothe the pain a lil I would love it. There are a lot of people I miss either I have lost touch or they have moved away but I wish I could see and talk to them again just for a while
This summer I saw him for a day and I did not want to leave him when it was time to go it broke my heart in two the next two weeks I pretty much just hung around the house and did nothing but cry I dont know how one person can have such a hold on another persons heart I miss you everyday and love you !!!
you know who you are I hope!!
Monday, 11 February 2008
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Hey everyone I havent been on here for over a year and I didnt even think about coming on here but my friend Greg posted a bulliten on myspace saying he was gonna start blogging again and I thought wow i should do that So here we go
a lot has happened in a year but I'm not gonna tell you everything it would take way to long but i will tell you the important things
First I graduated from cosmetology school in June that was a huge accomplishment for me . Then I started work in September at Custom Cuts in Chesterfield I love it there. Then on October 31, 2007 I got my first car...My offical first purchase in my name its awesome its a 2007 Saturn Ion I Love it its gorgeous,, well those are all the big things that happened last year.
Nothing else really going on I have been working on my walk with God things have been hard lately but there getting better so anyway if anyone reads this please leave a comment love you all!!
